Well, this is truly unprecedented. The family have been stockpiling every conceivable edible thing and for the past week we’ve been taking in more and more foster animals. Ham asked me how much food I thought we’d need for us and all the animals, but I have no idea how long we need to lockdown. ‘It’s not my idea’, I told him. I’m just following official guidelines. Meanwhile, Shem has filled a whole cabin with toilet paper. Strange lad. No one has brought a corkscrew, so it looks like we won’t be cracking open any wine for the foreseeable.
I’m grateful that the family are rallying round now anyway. They do take up the room: maybe I should have measured a bit more carefully. Suddenly there’s elbows everywhere. We’ve divided up our limited area and everyone gets a bit of outdoor time each day, although there’s not a lot we can do about the smell indoors. I blame the pets. Mostly.
We have strict instructions not to leave, and I hope we will get through this without mishap.
Sounds like the rain has started.
Day 5
Well, that was a storm and a half.
I say was, but it’s still going. Decidedly soggy out.
Various neighbours have knocked on the door over the past few days. It’s a bit hard to hear them, so I climbed out on deck to call down and tell them they weren’t supposed to leave their own homes. Lots of shouting followed. It’s quite high up on deck, so pretty hard to tell what they are saying. If they are complaining about the smell, there’s not a lot I can do. If they are checking we are ok for food and toilet paper, that’s very kind, but really not necessary. Tried to explain this, but the near constant rain really interfered with communicating.
Day 17
Haven’t seen any neighbours for days. Probably for the best: they really ought to take this isolation thing seriously. Actually I’ve not been outside for a while. Rain was getting me down, and not enough space to dry out clothes inside.
Everyone is on a rota for the jobs that need doing. I was a little concerned to see quite how much I’d have to get done, as well as teaching my sons animal welfare, geography and woodwork. Am tempted to adjust the rota when no one else is looking.
Day 41
Finally, a day with no rain.
Looked out during my exercise hour and saw a rainbow. Had a little think and wondered what it all means.
Was startled by a runaway piglet splashing about on deck and spent most of my free time trying to catch the thing.
Jay said it was Ham. Ham said Shem let it loose. Shem blamed someone else, but I forget who; I had stern words and sent them all to their rooms. Five minutes later their mum told them to get back to their chores. I would have said something, but I realised that I would be doing extra jobs if I didn’t keep my mouth shut.
Day 50
I’m really missing my friends. I used to meet up with several of them before all this started. The whole landscape has changed since then.
Also, I could really do with a haircut. Kids are joking I look like a yak.
Day 62
This is really getting tedious and most days just feel the same. Jay developed a cough, so is keeping to himself in his quarters. More work for the rest of us. Hmmph.
The wife pointed out that we are almost out of flour and she won’t be able to make any more bread soon. I didn’t want to mention that I don’t think there will be any more flour for quite a while. Even planting seed looks to be off the menu, so next year’s bread will be unusual. Might have to ration what’s left, or start eating some of the rabbits. I’m sure we didn’t start with that many.
Day 78
The wife has taken to knitting special beard masks for those of us who can still smell the animals. You put it over your mouth and nose when you feed or clean the animals. Can’t see it working, but I don’t like to upset her, now we are right out of flour. I didn’t ask where she got the wool from, although I noticed the llamas looked a little chilly last week.
I have been doing a spot of DIY and have designed and built a magnificent flagpole. Gets me outdoors and away from the lads – they will not stop squabbling! Might ask Mrs N to knit a flag if she gets time. You’d think you’d have lots of time in lockdown, but the days are all so busy.
Day 99
What a day! Ham went for a swim and we nearly lost him. How many times do I have to tell the boys ‘Stay Safe – Stay Indoors’? It’s not a suggestion: it’s a strict instruction. He did look a little drippy when we fished him out. Said he regretted it, but that he was feeling so claustrophobic. I do understand, of course. Being stuck inside so much, I have taken to eating more. Good thing I like rabbit.
The wife made me a flag. It took her a while, as she wanted it to be colourful – like a rainbow, she told me. ‘What do you mean?’ I asked her, but she went zooming off to do something else. Sat and talked with God a bit: the only part of the day which is making any sense now.
Day 121
It does feel like things are going to be very different after all this. The sky has been bluer, the stars clearer and water around us is cleaner. Except of course when Jay and Ham empty the buckets from the stalls. You do not want to be downwind of that!
Am getting rather fed up with rabbit stew, if I’m honest.
Tried plaiting my beard. Not really helping. I keep tripping over it. The yak doesn’t have this problem, I noticed.
Day 150
We are no longer floating, but it’s not clear why.
My beard is now so long the wife is talking about using it for making some new vests. Three-piece suit, more like!
Day 224
It might be our imagination, but it does look as though there are some little islands emerging around us. Jay said they must be the tops of mountains. Ham disagreed, as mountains have snow on the top. Shem laughed at him. Another squabble ensued. I will be glad to see the back of this lot and have a nice quiet drink when this is all over. Saw another rainbow as the sun was setting – wish I knew what God was up to. Asked, but all was quiet.
Day 264
Jay was right. The islands look much more like the tops of mountains now, although these are no mountains I can ever remember seeing. Not that I ever travelled much.
Still, before all this I was quite a different person I suppose. These things change you.
I released a raven. It didn’t come back; the boys thought it was rather foolish of me, so I let out a dove as well. Poor thing couldn’t find anything it wanted, and got tired, so flew back to the safety of lockdown with the rest of us. I wonder what it saw. Probably should have sent a parrot.
Day 271
Tried another release today with Joanie, my favourite dove. She didn’t disappoint; she returned an hour or so later with a fresh branch of olive in her beak. I realise now that I should have spent the last year training at least one type of bird to retrieve things for us. It would have come in especially handy. I’d love an actual olive. Haven’t had proper fresh food for months.
I’m not upset though. The branch is important – the wife will no doubt stick it in the scrap book.
Day 278
You can’t train a dove in seven days, it turns out. Joanie flew off today and didn’t return. I suppose this is a good thing, but I had hoped she would try and bring some proper fresh olives for us.
The boys are constantly asking how much longer until we leave this place. I’m not sure – still waiting on official guidance on that. Also I need to flatten my curve, as I don’t seem to fit into all my clothes any more. Can’t be seen out looking like this!
Day 314
Must say, it is looking a lot safer out there. Land is lovely and fresh, very few puddles.
Day 370
Lockdown is over – Praise God!
We got official notice today that we could leave here. Also all the animals we brought with us and haven’t yet eaten.
Feels so weird to be back out again.
Some bright spark suggested a barbecue. I thought it would be a good time to honour God for rescuing us from harm, so we sacrificed some animals on there. After the stinky animal pens (and family) it smelt particularly good.
Spent some time praying while the others walked about and when I looked up I saw another rainbow. Felt strangely satisfied. It occurred to me that God will restore the world and will look after all of us – people, animals, plants, everything he has created. I finally realised what the rainbow is about. It is like a gate between harm and salvation, a door from fear to joy. God wanted me to understand that he cares about all living creatures and won’t allow us to be utterly destroyed. He rescued us, even though it took a while and the journey was hard. He has good plans in the days to come and is far more powerful and beautiful than I previously realised. I can see that he was present with us throughout our difficult time.
I still have problems, mind. No idea what to do with the massive pile of remaining toilet paper, now there’s no one to sell it all on to. And my curve hasn’t flattened enough. It’s not going to help that I do think the olives down the hill might now be ready to pick…
Having been instructed in my youth in the ways of old ladies by well meaning toddler group leaders, records and my parents, and suspecting nevertheless that perhaps old ladies were less drawn to the overconsumption of animals which do not belong rightly in a food chain or stomach, and more likely to be well-armed with sass, omniscience and sheer capability in a surprising number of life skills, I considered rewriting the entire ode in a more positive light. I never got around to it until now, because nothing makes me concentrate better than an arbitrary deadline and the need to be heard on subjects of my choosing.
There was an old lady who followed a spy
(I don’t know why she followed a spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady who asked an insider;
She wanted to bug him, (or was it to spider?)
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I don’t know why she followed the spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady who was shaken and stirred;
(She followed the herd – it wasn’t absurd),
She followed the herd to ask the insider,
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I don’t know why she followed that spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady with a collar and hat,
(Some very dark glasses, a bag and a cat);
A collar and hat, to follow the herd,
She followed the herd to ask the insider,
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I still don’t know why she followed that spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady who went the whole hog,
(With a specially trained dog – she went the whole hog);
She went the whole hog with a collar and hat,
A collar and hat, to follow the herd,
She followed the herd to ask the insider,
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I still don’t know why she followed that spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady who could read secret code,
(It was not highway code – she was crossing that road);
She read secret code to go the whole hog,
She went the whole hog with a collar and hat,
A collar and hat, to follow the herd,
She followed the herd to ask the insider,
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I still don’t know why she followed that spy; perhaps she’ll die).
There was an old lady who always knew how,
(She was double-O licensed to knit and ker-pow!)
She always knew how to read secret code,
She read secret code to go the whole hog,
She went the whole hog with a collar and hat,
A collar and hat, to follow the herd,
She followed the herd to ask the insider,
She asked the insider to follow the spy.
(I still don’t know why she followed that spy; perhaps she’ll die).
‘Oh, beer! Beer happytum, laughyes. Here claycakes.’
‘Ow! You get blackbread dayday? Ha!’
‘Blackbread?’
‘Oi, watchdrop please. Not clever dropping here now. You strange dayday.’
‘Nexty nexty.’
And there was evening. And there was morning.
On Wednesday morning the white sun rose above the mountains, baking the bricks, the tools, the flies, before Nim and Ard arrived at the building site. Ard was hobbling and leaning on a crutch. Nim had hardly slept. His wife had been talking nonsense to him all evening.
‘Hoot, onnit?’ Nim said to Ard.
‘Hetta,’ Ard growled back.
‘Lookit yours leghand. Whatisit?’ Nim pointed to Ard’s foot, wrapped in rags.
Ard glared at him.
‘Claycakes me foot givvit, dimboy!’
‘Oh.’
‘Leghand yours paingreat if it now?’
Ard glared again. Nim turned and picked up a brick.
‘Up now woodroad to tippytoppy, mate.’
Ard growled again and started climbing. Nim followed, his bag of burnt bread swinging from his back. He would have to have words with his wife again. What was she thinking letting his bread burn every day this week?
And there was evening. And there was morning.
On Thursday the white sun rose high in the sky, baking the sand, the roofs, the snakes, before Nim got to the building site. Ard was nowhere to be seen. Nim loaded bricks on to the pulley and started climbing the ladder. As he reached the top he stopped for a rest and a quick drink. Nim opened his bag and looked inside. His flask of beer was getting warm. And something else was wrong. There was a stone instead of a loaf of bread. A large white stone. At least it wasn’t burnt, he thought. He took it out, scratched his head and dropped it over the side of the scaffold.
Far below, a cry of pain and indignation rang out.
‘Donkeybread!’ said Nim to himself.He stayed up the scaffold for the rest of the day.
And there was evening. And there was morning.
On Friday, the white sun climbed again and hung, baking the stones, the fields, the dry mouths.
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Perhaps this is the year Chris Rea will make it all the way home in time for Christmas. We can only hope.
I like to listen in to the lyrics of songs. And, given that ‘Driving Home for Christmas’ is a popular non-religious Christmas song, I found it surprisingly full of hidden biblical references.
Consider the following extracts, and some interesting parallels:
I’m driving home for Christmas
The Israelites had to drive out the nations in the land before they could possess it. But perhaps that is the wrong sense. Think instead of Elisha, driving a pair of oxen as he ploughed a field. Was he driving homewards? Probably half the time. Events overtook him and he changed plans. Like Rea, we are left wondering if there was a satisfactory outcome to this slow march. Unlike Rea, Elisha stopped, killed his oxen, cooked them and feasted with his family, before heading off for a good long time. This seems as close to a portrayal of Christmas as I can find in the Old Testament. A biblical reference about the need for a good feast time with family.
I can’t wait to see those faces
This is clearly a reference to Joseph’s brothers travelling down to Egypt. The phrase ‘seeing’ a ‘face’ occurs five times in this story. The irony of course was that there was a lot of waiting to be done. Christmas always seems like a long wait. Until you reach adulthood in my experience. Then it comes round every twelve months, whether you’ve been naughty or nice. And twelve months come round a lot more quickly than they used to.
Well I’m moving down that line
David in 1 Samuel 17:48, running to fight Goliath. “As the Philistine moved closer to attack him, David ran quickly towards the battle line to meet him.” A reference to the need for proactive Christmas preparations. David already had his ‘gift’ for Goliath and was ready to sling it over to him. Granted, the motive was not pleasant, but it was the thought that counted.
And it’s been so long
An invalid in John 5 had been a very long time waiting for his turn to be healed at the pool of Bethesda. This is clearly a reference to this passage. Jesus heals him anyway, despite it being a non-work day. Which goes to show that the wait is worth it, but you shouldn’t forget those who have to work over the holidays.
But I will be there
This reference is to the consecration of Solomon’s temple, where God tells him in 1 Kings 9:3: “I have heard the prayer and plea you have made before me; I have consecrated this temple, which you have built, by putting my Name there for ever. My eyes and my heart will always be there.” God’s presence is a rather significant part of Christmas.
I sing this song
There are many songs in the Bible, although I think the reference here is to Isaiah 44:23 where even the heavens, the earth, the mountains, forests and trees are all part of the choir. Choirs form a staple of Christmas and trees are now a prominent feature in many places to celebrate the birth of Jesus. Decorated and lit up, they too join in the great song of praise and glory.
It’s gonna take some time
This lyric refers to Nehemiah 2, where the length of his proposed journey from Persia to Jerusalem to shore up the city walls is discussed. Nehemiah is truthful. Partly because he does not have super-speed reindeer (he does have access to a donkey apparently) and partly because he needs an extended leave of absence.
Top to toe in tailbacks
Oh, I got red lights on the run
The levitical laws prescribed dabbing priests’ ear lobes and big toes with blood, which is bright red, just like tail lights. Clearly then, this is a reference to the priestly element of the Christmas story.
Get my feet on holy ground
Moses’ encounter with God at the non-burning bush is the obvious connection here. Rea sings about getting home in these terms, because he wants to be somewhere sacred and familiar. The message of Christmas is that the pitter-patter of little feet brings God nearer than ever before. We have the opportunity to really encounter God and his love ourselves.
And feel you near me
Immanuel, ‘God with us’, the classic Isaiah prophecy recalled at Christmas concerns God’s imminence and presence. Even when apart from loved ones, like Rea we sometimes feel the comfort of knowing they love us. Even when apart from God we sometimes recognise a piece of the divine Love, and when we are close to God we feel those pieces falling into place in our lives.
With a thousand memories
Psalm 105:8: “He remembers his covenant for ever / the promise he made, for a thousand generations”. Not just a thousand memories, but a thousand generations of memories. Which is figurative for ‘a very long time’, but nevertheless reassuring.
So, next time you find yourself stuck in a car, listening to this song on the radio about other drivers stuck in cars, have a think about the lyrics. Maybe there’s more I haven’t even spotted yet. Who knows? Or other Christmas pop songs?
In fact, I’ve gone way over my 500 words target for this week (I hadn’t posted so much lately so this one is longer), so it really is time I left this thought here.
It came in three boxes, and was delivered when we were out, which was the third surprise.
That we had won it at all was the second. People often say things like ‘I never won a thing in my life before’ and they don’t actually mean it. Perhaps it would have sounded too obvious for me to say that too. But what was I to say? It was actually true in my case. I had never won a thing. Nor had my mother. Not a single crossword competition or raffle or quiz or anything. We had no idea we had won until the letter came through the door and told us.
That dragons even existed was, I suppose, the first surprise and greatest of all.
We thought we were having a laugh. We thought, ‘hey, let’s enter this competition and get a dragon!’
So we got this letter a week later and we had won it, and suddenly we needed to do some thinking. Because you need a lot of things in place if you’re going to have a dragon you weren’t expecting, and some of those things we hadn’t really been thinking about.
We hadn’t actually fire-proofed the flat, for example. We wondered about keeping it in the fish tank, but apparently these things grow and we weren’t sure if it was suited to aquatic life. So I was out getting flame-retardant curtains (which aren’t cheap even if you do your searching), and mum was looking in the library for what to feed it and we weren’t in when the boxes came. And I guess we were a little stunned that they just left it there in three boxes, without so much as a signature (and none of the neighbours had signed for it, even though they came over later complaining that the stairwell smoke alarm was playing up again).
There was a small burnt bit at the top of the small box, and we reckoned we should open that one last. The biggest box had the body in. It was red and scaly and rather fat. We weren’t sure how to get it out exactly, but once we’d undone the tape on the middle-sized box we saw how the legs and wings and neck were supposed to join on. And (which is weird as we’d never seen a magical creature before) it just got on with it by itself. Pop, pop, pop. All the bits: just like that. ‘Excellent,’ I thought, ‘this thing looks after itself.’
The head was not as cute as I’d hoped it would be, but there was no sending it back.
‘Do you talk?’ I asked it.
Turns out dragons don’t talk.
‘Do you smoke?’ I asked it.
I had to take it outside, and we chatted. I talked, the dragon smoked.
‘I’m not sure this is going to work,’ I told it. ‘Our flat is too small. And you can’t smoke inside.’
The dragon raised an eyebrow then – perhaps he was surprised too.
The sons of Ham departed from the tents of their father and kissed their mothers and left to build cities in the land of the sons of Canine.
And the first son of Ham built a city in the fields of the sons of Canine.
With walls of straw he built it;
With barley and wheat he established it.
And the sons of Canine came to him and asked to trade but the firstborn son of Ham swore by his beard and by the beard of his father Ham that he would not trade or even allow the sons of Canine to enter his city. And so the sons of Canine cursed the son of Ham, saying,
“Though your settlement be strong in your eyes,
With our voices we will shout,
With the breath of our lungs we will cry out,
And your city will be utterly destroyed!”
At nightfall there was a violent wind and the city of the firstborn son of Ham was swept away, so that not even one bundle of straw remained on another.
And the second son of Ham built a city for himself in the forests of the sons of Canine.
With walls of wood he built it;
With cedar and oak he established it.
And the sons of Canine came to him and asked to trade but the son of Ham swore by his beard and by the beard of his father Ham that he would not trade or even allow the sons of Canine to enter his city. And so the sons of Canine cursed the son of Ham, saying,
“Though your settlement be strong in your eyes,
With our voices we will shout,
With the breath of our lungs we will cry out,
And your city will be utterly destroyed!”
At nightfall there was a great fire and a violent wind and the city of the son of Ham was utterly destroyed, so that not even one stick remained in place.
And the youngest son of Ham, seeing the destruction, wept for his brothers for three days and three nights. And he built a city in the mountains of the sons of Canine.
With walls of stone he built it;
With dressed stone he established it.
And the sons of Canine came to him and asked to trade but the son of Ham swore by his beard and by the beard of his father Ham that he would not trade or even allow the sons of Canine to enter his city. And so the sons of Canine cursed the son of Ham, saying,
“Though your settlement be strong in your eyes,
With our voices we will shout,
With the breath of our lungs we will cry out,
And your city will be utterly destroyed!”
At nightfall there was a mighty earthquake and a great fire and a violent wind and a storm of storms. But the city of the son of Ham remained.
And so the sons of Canine planned together, saying, “we will not let this son of Ham dwell on our mountain” and they built ladders and scaled the walls of the city and crept into the kitchens. But the youngest son of Ham was preparing stew, and the sons of Canine fell in to the stew pot and were destroyed. And the stew was ruined.
But the city of the son of Ham was saved, and there was rejoicing throughout the land.
